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Is trying to put the video youtube on my post because i really liked this video the song in this video tells the story of true love what a beautiful and very touching

sorry,,, the article was just a little since this is trial!!!

watch this video and enjoy it

HE DREAMED OF ME

Hello,,,!!! How are you,,,???

i guess i've never say "how are you" on my post, this is the first time how about my "how are you"??? polite or not??? if i thought it polite,,, because i'm the one who has courtesy he he heee here is said my greetings

Ok now heading "he dreamed of me" here is "he" who is he,,,??? surely you didn't know who is he so,,, i will tell about him "he" who dreams about me is my facebook friend he is from another country we know each other only limited to chat never meet each other and will probably never even met but he has dreaming of me

On one morning he text me he said to me "i'm so happy you know why?,, because last night i dreamed about you then he told me with so enthusiastic about his dream in his dream me and him in the same school one day a teacher chose we both to perform in competition/contest because where competition is a little far from our school then we use the transport "bus"

When the bus would leave,,, i stopped at the cafeteria i ordered a cup of tea with very slow i enjoy my tea because feared missed the bus, then he asked me to move out of the cafeteria but i told him to go alone then he come out of the cafeteria with a very dissapointed and he was still waiting for me outside the cafeteria because in the dream i was very pretty girl he he hee with pride i don't care about him even the slightest without looking at him

Uffff,,, the bus is already running eventually he run after the bus and he stopped the bus for me his dream ended up here since the time he wakes up i can imagine how pity he was in his dream but he was happy because his dream

A dream is just a dream it all will never be real Although this is only a dream but i'm very thankful to him because he took me in his dream

mimpi hanyalah mimpi,,, itu tidak akan menjadi kenyataan

DO NOT BE JEALOUS

Not prohibited jealous but don't be jealous of me jealously is a natural thing in love it could even be said that jealous is a dish that should be enjoyed in love because many people say the jealously is a sign of love

I know you are jealous that mean you love him, care about him you don't want anyone else to snatch him from you and everyone will be doing it to keep her love

I never blame your jealously i even appreciate that because with your jealously it shows that you love him i had come to feel happy because there is someone who truly loves him

But i beg you,,, don't be jealous of me you know me and him in a relationship of friendship is very long time and i tell you one thing. That is between me and him is just as good friend not more,,, ,,, ,,,

I was the person irritable ang arguing with my friends but it didn't last long because i'm also a person who likes joke it all makes my friends miss me,,, :-P jiaha ha haa (i'm proud myself) no wonder if i looks so close to my friends, and sometimes make others jealous <

i know he has the love of you but he still needed friends and don't blame the person you love by your jealously

Because he also wants you to be happy!!! if you want him to leave me,,,??? maybe he'll do it for your happiness because he care about you

I ever say love to all my friends but just as friend i didn't say love as lover to everyone i just say love as lover to who that i love that's me!!! SO,,,.don't be jealous of me

YOU BREAKING MY HEART

Broken my heart,,, broken my heart,,, broken my heart because of you let's sing let the heart feels happy and the mind is calm but if continue to sing may later fail to write he he he with a smile let's stop singing

You have breaking my heart your attitude that you showed me it was really breaking my heart almost every night you make my tears dripping as a result my soft eyes become swollen why do you do that to me ??? it is really breaking my heart

very rarely do you understand my feelings you doing more of the things that make me hurt why do you do that to me ??? it is really breaking my heart You always ignore me with a cool attitude that you have you have showed that you not interested in me aren't you can a little warm to me why do you do to me??? it is really breaking my heart

You never to apply your maturity to face me you are like a child who are pretend and does not know everything aren't you can be mature??? why do you do that to me it is really breaking my heart

You always silent in the deal of our problems you do not explain anything you just got a «no» is your «no» can solve the problem??? why do you do that to me??? it is really breaking my heart

I gave my heart to you i hope you take and keep it with all your heart but you did it only with half your heart without thinking about my feelings why do you do that to me ??? it is really breaking my heart

Althought you always hurt me!!! but why am i still waiting that you will give me happiness someday because now you are like that i can only hope happiness in the future

This story is not purely of my story but for sure this is expression of my heart but a little joking

kamu menghancurkan hatiku walaupun kamu selalu menyakitiku tapi aku masih berharap kau akan memberiku kebahagiaan pada suatu hari nanti

LEAVING DOES NOT MEAN HATING

Regarding leaving and hating in general anything that we hate then we will leave it but we leave something it does not mean we hate something that

Yeah that is what i'm doing to you right now i leave you it does not mean i hate you i leave you for variety of reasons with variety of reasons as well for i do not hate you

Our relationship have established so long we had been so close i know all about you and you also know about me

but the fact of the parts that i know you that is not the truth what you done not according to what you are talking about you lied to me like because i hate the lies that the reason why i'm leaving you that does not mean i hate you but i hate your attitude i also leave you with the reason i know you'll be happier without me

So forgive me as i leave you but i did not want to hate you too that is the reason because you've been so good to me because you've been so understanding of me therefore i will not hate you

So in this world will never be found the dictionary that muya devoteeshonesty hate ex boy friend / lover and hate ex friend he he he is there a word said ex friend??? i do not know how to say it more trivial i call the ex friend

Because i was a little selfish so leave someone it is regular thing for me but to hate someone it is very difficult/impossible for me because i will never hate anyone who ever lived in my heart as friend or boy friend / lover that it is my principle that was the intent of my words «leaving does not mean hating»

Aku meninggalkanmu bukan berarti aku membencimu karena aku tidak akan pernah membenci seseorang yang pernah tinggal di hatiku siapapun dia

I CHOSE THE CYBERSPACE

cyberspace,,, cyberspace,,, cyberspace,,, in my solitude being in another country i decided choose the cyberspace for looking friend the cyberspace can entertain me in between my busy schedules and my tiredness

I chose the cyberspace to make friendship that might be a place to pour heart that might be a place to share that might be a place to jokes besides that i also chose the cyberspace aims to learn and gain experience

I get into the cyberspace more than one year i started using the cyberspace around 2012-07-03 here i include the new the first time i set my foot into the cyberspace i choose facebook world then google+ world,,,skype,,,tweeter,,, and others

Because i could say people who are less educated so,,, the first time i entered the cyberspace is very difficult and unfamiliar but over time it became a regular thing

And it turns out i also found that friendship cyberspace it's like water of river flowing they always come and go,,, and forth,,, although like that i enjoyed the cyberspace because i have choose it

Aku menikmatinya karena aku telah memilihnya!!!!!!,,,,!!!!!!,,,,!!!!!

FORGIVE MY BADNESS & FEEL MY KINDNESS

my badness and my kindness in this occasion i want to write my kindness and my badness to all my friends for anyone who feels to be my friend as long as we make friends surely you find bad and good things of me and i found the same from you

in this world no one is perfect where he had the kindness he also had badness so likewise with me,,, because i'm human too i'm not a robot,,, not superman,,,not spiderman&batman,,,!!!hee hee hee everyone knows about it

during friends with me maybe you do not feel comfortable with my badness as a friend maybe i'm too selfish to you maybe i lack respect for you and maybe i'm not understanding you it is my shortcomings and my badness as a friend i beg forgive me of all my badness

And apart my badness surely you find also part of my kindness heheee maybe i'm the one who could comfort you by talking random origin when joking maybe i'm the one that you can make spot pour out of your heart maybe i'm someone who can keep your secrets this is part of my kindness i hope you can feel it the point,,, for all my friends,,,!!! forgive all my badness and feel my kindness

Buat semua teman temanku,,,!!!selama berteman mungkin aku banyak salah??? jadi aku mohon maafkan segala keburukanku dan rasakan kebaikanku

NOT A SOUL MATE

He whom i love and love me... It turned out he was not my mate we both had long been making love belonged to each other it is the dream of the two of us

At first me and him secretly in love without one of the family who knows at that time we were both very happy we love each other,,, we always shared joy and sorrow

Eventually news of our love story was widespread until like TITANIC love story that very famous in the world HE HE HEE do you believe??? do not believe it was not a problem!!! because i was joking about TITANIC

This is the cause,,, our love story can be heard up to the ears of our family and the answer is,,, our family did not approve of our relationship finally we both like was dead we both are not likely to oppose the family what we should do is to understand each other that we are not soul mate

In this world many of us find lovers who ultimately can not be paired no one knows who will be our soul mate maybe a lover,,, friends,,, or stranger,,, who would be our soul mate only GOD knows!!! because soul mate is the secret GOD

we can be paired with those we love... Or not...??? it is all the will of GOD we will not be able to resist but rest assured,,,!!! that the choice of GOD is the best for us

Jodoh adalah rahasia tuhan,,, maka yakinlah pilihan tuhan adalah yang terbaik buat kita

TROUBLE HODGE

hodge we as hodge should work with full power to get a little money Woke up early... Went to the fields of others, and should work with full responsibility
Never bothered by the heat of the sun, even when the rain soaked us
We have to keep working. Until the time of call to move away from job

hodge is a very hard job
Maybe some people can not afford and do not want to do it
Most farm labor is done by lower class families in economies
We must work move to move from field to field, every day have to face different people (boss)

I too have experienced be hodge
When it was early morning i have to go into the fields of others
Because i went on foot, and it requires considerable time
So... I have to leave home very early!!! and when it happens to very hot weather

at first i did my job with regular
But after the sun started to come up and speaking
Ooohhh my GOD,,,! ! ! MOM... Your daughter feel the heat of the scorching sun
I worked while holding the heat of scorching sun and try to to ignore it
Finally finished my work at 01:00pm, and it's time to go back to my beloved home

my mind is more calm... But i still have to back home on foot!!! And must be accompanied by sunshine
I walked slowly... Holding hunger, thirsty, tired and hot weather
And suddenly in the middle of trip...!!! klepek...klepek... i limp helpless
I have to find a tree for shelter and rest, i do it over and over to arrived my home!!!
That is not what the...!!! But why...???, it was all because i was not used to to do that

Finally i arrived my beloved home!!! wooohhhaaaa i found a very fresh air
And time for a break to refresh my body, now i feel fresh and comfortable
The point we are not going feel the pleasure [not tired] if we never felt [tired]

so much hard for work as farm laborers
For those of you who have better job... Thankful for that you get!!!
Do not you always look up but sometimes look down
Remember... Out there are still many people who are less fortunate than you
I'm feeling quite up here i write about how hard farm labor

Begitu susahnya jadi buruh tani!!! jika kalian mempunyai pekerjaan yang lebih baik maka bersyukurlah
Janganlah kalian selalu melihat keatas,terkadang lihatlah ke bawah

WORRY & FEAR

time was quickly passed do not feel i've known you one more year now is the time you leave me because you have to do it
i was worried and scared by your departure not that i'm worried about myself but i'm worried about you you look so confused when you stepped away to leave me
i know how you feel when you walk away from me i'm sure you actually find it very hard to leave me because here only me that you made place of the outpouring of your heart
i really feel worried and scared look at your departure i wanted to shed my tears but i do not want you to also shed your tears because i know you've been very sad
may your departure not be the right way but i hope you will do everything to correct think before you act and learn more mature to dealing with problems
out there maybe you are offered a wide range of freedom you will find all the fun then you have to be careful because freedom is among the challenges for us
i can only instruct you to face the free world take care of yourself properly and protect yourself with faith and piety always remeber what your goals do not let you regret later
maybe i had too much give you advice this is purely i care about you i hope sense of my worry and my fear can quickly remedied that is the way i hear the news from you soon therefore as soon as possible you try to give me the news this is my wish

karena kepedulian...!!!menimbulkan rasa khawatir dan takut...!!!

SEPARATION UNWANTED

separation

all people do not expect and want separation in a relationship
Separation is a very painful thing
Might almost everyone want to avoid what he called a separation

i really regret the occurence of this separation
Why did have to happen this separation?
These are things i never wanted it

our relationship is created through a process
Our relationship is not created automatically
This is what makes me not able to accept this separation

we meet as a very foreign
We do not know each other
Then slowly slowly we build these relationship with the same...

eventually we could trust each other
You care to share some of your secrets to me
And i also do the same...!!!
Then that was very foreign to be very close

but why did you choose this separation
Just because the problem is very trivial
But why did you break this relationship without permission
You left me without words

it's the deepest of my heart!!! I do not want this separation and trying to turn it down
but all of this is already happening
Yeah.. I know every meeting there must be a separation

i can only apologize from all my mistakes
Wish... remember of a little my kindness
And do not you forget the time we shared in the joy and sorrow

TOGETHERNESS IN LABOR SHELTER

labor shelter There reminded me of the beauty of togetherness
I think there could be more harmonious
There a lot of people and come from several tribes

Although there are many different people of different tribes
But we were all never thought about it
Which we all thought was harmony and togetherness

We were never looked at us comes from what tribes
We were never seen rich or poor
There that we see is that we're all in the same fate and arms
And that we have the same goal

we all always apply help each other
Always apply gave each other
Always apply share each other

there we can learn from variety of things together
Can joke together though sometimes we can disagree
And sometimes even can a shower together
All of us who were there as brothers

Kebersamaan di penampungan membuat kami yang tidak saling kenal menjadi layaknya saudara

MY FIRST LOVE

here i'll write some of my first love story Maybe for some people this could be considered "puppy love"
Because of this incident passed on when i was a little girl
I started to fall in love at the beginning i entered junior high school
And at that time i was only 12 years old

at the beginning of this love because he and his three friends to send the same letter to me
Intially it may just kidding
But the next my heart and his heart adrift into one

we both have the same feeling of love
He was handsome boy in our schools
Yeah....!!!maybe handsome is relative! ! !
But he was different... !!! All my friend think he is handsome! ! ! Hee heee

because of him ... I grew a spirit for go to school
But sometimes i find he does not go to school
When he did not go to school i felt helpless limp
Like... Lost half of my heart

coincidentally we both have the same hobby
table tennis and chess
Because our school hold extracurriculer activities from a variety of sport
So.. We both have more time to meet

every afternoon we both went to school to practice table tennis and chess
For that reason we both had the opportunity to meet

we can meet each other It has made us feel very happy
Especially for me...!!! Every meeting i had with him made my heart blooming flowers
Like flowers in the seven park blooms

and one day we were alone play chess in the classroom
He held my fingers gently.... WOOWW makes me feel flew above the clouds
And when that he continue to kiss my fingers... DEGG...DEGG...DEGG... my heartbeat sounds
Make my mind erratic
The world seemed to be mine completely

period first love is the most beautiful period
Period which is difficult to forget
And the time i spent with him for seven years

he was my first love I will always remember him
Because he is the fondest memories for me

this article was be memorable for me from him who has gonna from this world
I prayed that he received at the GOD

you are my first love
Even if you do not be my last love
But i will never forget you

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