My adsense ads dying

In this afternoon the weather cold and a bit of sadness enveloped me
i'm sad because my adsense ads dying
it should here there is no sadness, when remembering my initial goal to put adsense ads on my blog
but because it had already fallen in love with adsense ads
yeah,,, arises feeling sad because look at the situation is now

Actually my initial goal put adsense ads just to beautify my blog
it is started after i did blogwalking
i see the blog of the friends is very beautiful so it comes the desire to beautify my blog
because i can't edit the HTML / difficult for me
then i decide and choose to sign up to google adsense
because that i know adsense ads are most popular among blogs
and the official owned google

Once approved by google adsense team, this heart felt happy
and came the desire to earn money through adsense ads
who's doesn't want money???
everyone wants money!!!
Am I right???
but the fact.. Is indeed to earn money it is not easy
here should edit this and that,
if have been dealing with editing my head was so dizzy 8 round
it is a dead end for me

Hmmm,,, and to improve the visitor's hard for me too
because i think the english language blog,,, demand less
and my blog is not content who sought a lot of people
so,,, i don't know what should i do???
now i can only apologize to the advertiser.
i'm sorry,,, which can't market your advertisement

Iklan adsense milikku hampir mati
karena aku tidak bisa mengoptimalkannya