I CHOSE THE CYBERSPACE

cyberspace,,, cyberspace,,, cyberspace,,, in my solitude being in another country i decided choose the cyberspace for looking friend the cyberspace can entertain me in between my busy schedules and my tiredness

I chose the cyberspace to make friendship that might be a place to pour heart that might be a place to share that might be a place to jokes besides that i also chose the cyberspace aims to learn and gain experience

I get into the cyberspace more than one year i started using the cyberspace around 2012-07-03 here i include the new the first time i set my foot into the cyberspace i choose facebook world then google+ world,,,skype,,,tweeter,,, and others

Because i could say people who are less educated so,,, the first time i entered the cyberspace is very difficult and unfamiliar but over time it became a regular thing

And it turns out i also found that friendship cyberspace it's like water of river flowing they always come and go,,, and forth,,, although like that i enjoyed the cyberspace because i have choose it

Aku menikmatinya karena aku telah memilihnya!!!!!!,,,,!!!!!!,,,,!!!!!

FORGIVE MY BADNESS & FEEL MY KINDNESS

my badness and my kindness in this occasion i want to write my kindness and my badness to all my friends for anyone who feels to be my friend as long as we make friends surely you find bad and good things of me and i found the same from you

in this world no one is perfect where he had the kindness he also had badness so likewise with me,,, because i'm human too i'm not a robot,,, not superman,,,not spiderman&batman,,,!!!hee hee hee everyone knows about it

during friends with me maybe you do not feel comfortable with my badness as a friend maybe i'm too selfish to you maybe i lack respect for you and maybe i'm not understanding you it is my shortcomings and my badness as a friend i beg forgive me of all my badness

And apart my badness surely you find also part of my kindness heheee maybe i'm the one who could comfort you by talking random origin when joking maybe i'm the one that you can make spot pour out of your heart maybe i'm someone who can keep your secrets this is part of my kindness i hope you can feel it the point,,, for all my friends,,,!!! forgive all my badness and feel my kindness

Buat semua teman temanku,,,!!!selama berteman mungkin aku banyak salah??? jadi aku mohon maafkan segala keburukanku dan rasakan kebaikanku

NOT A SOUL MATE

He whom i love and love me... It turned out he was not my mate we both had long been making love belonged to each other it is the dream of the two of us

At first me and him secretly in love without one of the family who knows at that time we were both very happy we love each other,,, we always shared joy and sorrow

Eventually news of our love story was widespread until like TITANIC love story that very famous in the world HE HE HEE do you believe??? do not believe it was not a problem!!! because i was joking about TITANIC

This is the cause,,, our love story can be heard up to the ears of our family and the answer is,,, our family did not approve of our relationship finally we both like was dead we both are not likely to oppose the family what we should do is to understand each other that we are not soul mate

In this world many of us find lovers who ultimately can not be paired no one knows who will be our soul mate maybe a lover,,, friends,,, or stranger,,, who would be our soul mate only GOD knows!!! because soul mate is the secret GOD

we can be paired with those we love... Or not...??? it is all the will of GOD we will not be able to resist but rest assured,,,!!! that the choice of GOD is the best for us

Jodoh adalah rahasia tuhan,,, maka yakinlah pilihan tuhan adalah yang terbaik buat kita

TROUBLE HODGE

hodge we as hodge should work with full power to get a little money Woke up early... Went to the fields of others, and should work with full responsibility
Never bothered by the heat of the sun, even when the rain soaked us
We have to keep working. Until the time of call to move away from job

hodge is a very hard job
Maybe some people can not afford and do not want to do it
Most farm labor is done by lower class families in economies
We must work move to move from field to field, every day have to face different people (boss)

I too have experienced be hodge
When it was early morning i have to go into the fields of others
Because i went on foot, and it requires considerable time
So... I have to leave home very early!!! and when it happens to very hot weather

at first i did my job with regular
But after the sun started to come up and speaking
Ooohhh my GOD,,,! ! ! MOM... Your daughter feel the heat of the scorching sun
I worked while holding the heat of scorching sun and try to to ignore it
Finally finished my work at 01:00pm, and it's time to go back to my beloved home

my mind is more calm... But i still have to back home on foot!!! And must be accompanied by sunshine
I walked slowly... Holding hunger, thirsty, tired and hot weather
And suddenly in the middle of trip...!!! klepek...klepek... i limp helpless
I have to find a tree for shelter and rest, i do it over and over to arrived my home!!!
That is not what the...!!! But why...???, it was all because i was not used to to do that

Finally i arrived my beloved home!!! wooohhhaaaa i found a very fresh air
And time for a break to refresh my body, now i feel fresh and comfortable
The point we are not going feel the pleasure [not tired] if we never felt [tired]

so much hard for work as farm laborers
For those of you who have better job... Thankful for that you get!!!
Do not you always look up but sometimes look down
Remember... Out there are still many people who are less fortunate than you
I'm feeling quite up here i write about how hard farm labor

Begitu susahnya jadi buruh tani!!! jika kalian mempunyai pekerjaan yang lebih baik maka bersyukurlah
Janganlah kalian selalu melihat keatas,terkadang lihatlah ke bawah

WORRY & FEAR

time was quickly passed do not feel i've known you one more year now is the time you leave me because you have to do it
i was worried and scared by your departure not that i'm worried about myself but i'm worried about you you look so confused when you stepped away to leave me
i know how you feel when you walk away from me i'm sure you actually find it very hard to leave me because here only me that you made place of the outpouring of your heart
i really feel worried and scared look at your departure i wanted to shed my tears but i do not want you to also shed your tears because i know you've been very sad
may your departure not be the right way but i hope you will do everything to correct think before you act and learn more mature to dealing with problems
out there maybe you are offered a wide range of freedom you will find all the fun then you have to be careful because freedom is among the challenges for us
i can only instruct you to face the free world take care of yourself properly and protect yourself with faith and piety always remeber what your goals do not let you regret later
maybe i had too much give you advice this is purely i care about you i hope sense of my worry and my fear can quickly remedied that is the way i hear the news from you soon therefore as soon as possible you try to give me the news this is my wish

karena kepedulian...!!!menimbulkan rasa khawatir dan takut...!!!