Tuesday, November 19, 2013

YOU BREAKING MY HEART

Broken my heart,,, broken my heart,,, broken my heart because of you
let's sing
let the heart feels happy and the mind is calm
but if continue to sing may later fail to write
he he he with a smile let's stop singing

You have breaking my heart
your attitude that you showed me it was really breaking my heart
almost every night you make my tears dripping
as a result my soft eyes become swollen
why do you do that to me ???
it is really breaking my heart

very rarely do you understand my feelings
you doing more of the things that make me hurt
why do you do that to me ???
it is really breaking my heart
You always ignore me with a cool attitude that you have
you have showed that you not interested in me
aren't you can a little warm to me
why do you do to me???
it is really breaking my heart

You never to apply your maturity to face me
you are like a child who are pretend and does not know everything
aren't you can be mature???
why do you do that to me
it is really breaking my heart

You always silent in the deal of our problems
you do not explain anything
you just got a «no»
is your «no» can solve the problem???
why do you do that to me???
it is really breaking my heart

I gave my heart to you
i hope you take and keep it with all your heart
but you did it only with half your heart
without thinking about my feelings
why do you do that to me ???
it is really breaking my heart

Althought you always hurt me!!!
but why am i still waiting that you will give me happiness someday
because now you are like that
i can only hope happiness in the future

This story is not purely of my story
but for sure this is expression of my heart
but a little joking

kamu menghancurkan hatiku
walaupun kamu selalu menyakitiku
tapi aku masih berharap kau akan memberiku kebahagiaan pada suatu hari nanti

Saturday, November 16, 2013

LEAVING DOES NOT MEAN HATING

Regarding leaving and hating
in general anything that we hate then we will leave it
but we leave something it does not mean we hate something that

Yeah that is what i'm doing to you right now
i leave you it does not mean i hate you
i leave you for variety of reasons
with variety of reasons as well for i do not hate you

Our relationship have established so long
we had been so close
i know all about you and you also know about me

but the fact of the parts that i know you that is not the truth
what you done not according to what you are talking about
you lied to me like
because i hate the lies that the reason why i'm leaving you
that does not mean i hate you but i hate your attitude
i also leave you with the reason i know you'll be happier without me

So forgive me as i leave you
but i did not want to hate you too
that is the reason because you've been so good to me
because you've been so understanding of me
therefore i will not hate you

So in this world will never be found the dictionary that muya devoteeshonesty hate ex boy friend / lover and hate ex friend
he he he is there a word said ex friend???
i do not know how to say it
more trivial i call the ex friend

Because i was a little selfish
so leave someone it is regular thing for me
but to hate someone it is very difficult/impossible for me
because i will never hate anyone who ever lived in my heart as friend or boy friend / lover
that it is my principle
that was the intent of my words «leaving does not mean hating»

Aku meninggalkanmu bukan berarti aku membencimu
karena aku tidak akan pernah membenci seseorang yang pernah tinggal di hatiku
siapapun dia

Thursday, November 14, 2013

I CHOSE THE CYBERSPACE

cyberspace,,, cyberspace,,, cyberspace,,,
in my solitude being in another country
i decided choose the cyberspace for looking friend
the cyberspace can entertain me in between my busy schedules and my tiredness

I chose the cyberspace to make friendship
that might be a place to pour heart
that might be a place to share
that might be a place to jokes
besides that i also chose the cyberspace aims to learn and gain experience

I get into the cyberspace more than one year
i started using the cyberspace around 2012-07-03
here i include the new
the first time i set my foot into the cyberspace i choose facebook world
then google+ world,,,skype,,,tweeter,,, and others

Because i could say people who are less educated
so,,, the first time i entered the cyberspace is very difficult and unfamiliar
but over time it became a regular thing

And it turns out i also found that friendship cyberspace
it's like water of river flowing
they always come and go,,, and forth,,,
although like that i enjoyed the cyberspace
because i have choose it

Aku menikmatinya karena aku telah memilihnya!!!!!!,,,,!!!!!!,,,,!!!!!

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

FORGIVE MY BADNESS & FEEL MY KINDNESS

my badness and my kindness
in this occasion i want to write my kindness and my badness to all my friends
for anyone who feels to be my friend
as long as we make friends surely you find bad and good things of me
and i found the same from you

in this world no one is perfect
where he had the kindness he also had badness
so likewise with me,,, because i'm human too
i'm not a robot,,, not superman,,,not spiderman&batman,,,!!!hee hee hee everyone knows about it

during friends with me maybe you do not feel comfortable with my badness
as a friend maybe i'm too selfish to you
maybe i lack respect for you
and maybe i'm not understanding you
it is my shortcomings and my badness
as a friend i beg forgive me of all my badness

And apart my badness surely you find also part of my kindness heheee
maybe i'm the one who could comfort you by talking random origin when joking
maybe i'm the one that you can make spot pour out of your heart
maybe i'm someone who can keep your secrets
this is part of my kindness
i hope you can feel it
the point,,, for all my friends,,,!!!
forgive all my badness and feel my kindness

Buat semua teman temanku,,,!!!selama berteman mungkin aku banyak salah???
jadi aku mohon maafkan segala keburukanku dan rasakan kebaikanku

Sunday, November 10, 2013

NOT A SOUL MATE

He whom i love and love me...
It turned out he was not my mate
we both had long been making love
belonged to each other it is the dream of the two of us

At first me and him secretly in love
without one of the family who knows
at that time we were both very happy
we love each other,,,
we always shared joy and sorrow

Eventually news of our love story was widespread
until like TITANIC love story that very famous in the world
HE HE HEE do you believe???
do not believe it was not a problem!!!
because i was joking about TITANIC

This is the cause,,,
our love story can be heard up to the ears of our family
and the answer is,,, our family did not approve of our relationship
finally we both like was dead
we both are not likely to oppose the family
what we should do is to understand each other that we are not soul mate

In this world many of us find lovers who ultimately can not be paired
no one knows who will be our soul mate
maybe a lover,,, friends,,, or stranger,,, who would be our soul mate
only GOD knows!!! because soul mate is the secret GOD

we can be paired with those we love... Or not...???
it is all the will of GOD
we will not be able to resist
but rest assured,,,!!!
that the choice of GOD is the best for us

Jodoh adalah rahasia tuhan,,, maka yakinlah pilihan tuhan adalah yang terbaik buat kita