I Misjudged You

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Assalamualaikum wr.wb
From the beginning we did introductions indeed I always misjudged you, I always say that what all you said about your feeling to me it is wrong, I never believe you about all that. Then till I ever thinking that you get bored from me, that you tired from me, that you hate me, because I never ever trust on you. But what is you do to me,,, you always be with me, you always be patient to face me, even you always try to make me trust on you. That's you,,,!!! I appreciate of all your attitude, and actually I want to believe you, I want to remove my doubt on you. but in fact,,, I can't to do all that for you, even though I always try to trust on you. Did I really have be
en very difficult to trust someone??? because I've been disappointed of someone,,, or indeed it is all my character??? I wonder,,, why did I always misjudged you...

I don't want to do all that to you, because you are has very kind to me, you are always be with me whatever happens, you are always understand me. You always do everything what I want, even though you don't understand what I want, you always try to learn to understand of my desire,,, that's you,,,!!! After you always shows to me all of your attitude, all of your honesty, all of your sincerity. it is impossible to me to always ignore you, to always doubt on you, because I'm one of people who is have feelings. Then I decide to trust on you, eventually I have to start to trust on you, and it's all make you very happy, and me too... but it's all not be able long, you make me thinking bad about you again, you make me thinking that you leave me after I start believe you, you make me thinking that you forget me, because you are suddenly disappear without any word. again I misjudged you,,, I wonder,,, what is in my mind. did I too selfish to you??? Hmmm that's me,,,!!!

In fact,,, you never leave me, you never forget me, even you always remember me and would like to talk with me, but you not be able to do all that, because you get ill and stay in hospital. and I know this news from your cousine, after he tell me about all,,, my tears suddenly come out from my eyes,,, Now I can only pray for you,,, may ALLAH always bless you,,, may ALLAH always protect you,,, may ALLAH give to you good health Aamiiin,,, one sentence for you "get well soon I'm here always pray for you" and one more I hope I'll not misjudged you anymore...!!!


Instructions: This is my first post without using google translate hehee.. maybe I wrote A come out Z. I just want to try my ability as long as I learn to write post in english language... Kikuuuukkk successful greetings from me Good morning assalamualaikum wr.wb